tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14947535079869110932012-10-27T15:38:17.860+08:00Dream LandAlexia Wuhttps://plus.google.com/103583360475766055226noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1494753507986911093.post-70714355380668886192012-09-25T18:24:00.000+08:002012-09-25T19:09:26.337+08:00AloneThe word Alone, according to the definition of oxford dictionary is <span class="definition">isolated and lonely. It describes the status when a person feels that </span><span class="definition">without others' help or single-handed.</span><br /><br /><span class="definition">In fact, I even did not understand the exact meaning when I was young. And I could not understand why some of people always need a lover or partner to accompany with them. Many friends of mine always complained that situation. In that time, I just thought why they could not live independently, could they?</span><br /><br /><span class="definition">Until now, I found out the exact meaning in a sudden. Now I study in a unfamiliar environment, in another language that is not my nature. I really felt stressful in last semester even now. But there is no one can understand you feelings and what situation you met. Then the word ALONE just appeared on my mind suddenly. It's like culture shock. I started to against myself. And try to figure out the reasons why I did so.</span><br /><span class="definition"><br /></span><span class="definition">Alone is a quite terrible word for me. I never found it in the past 25 years. Why now? And I just jealous.....yes jealous why people easily had someone accompany with them or share their feelings. I suppose I am not an independent woman anymore when I felt alone. Independent doesn't mean a stronger mind, I guess. I may just afraid that some said you are not independent or strong as they thought. I don't know why I afraid so. Maybe I just can not tolerant some intrude my private area. How timorous I am. </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1494753507986911093-7071435538066888619?l=ophthalmology-visionscience.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Alexia Wuhttps://plus.google.com/103583360475766055226noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1494753507986911093.post-75840042949825922042011-06-03T18:57:00.009+08:002011-06-03T22:20:59.440+08:00Tensioned<div>I found out studying abroad did not seem like that easy. There are plenty of things which should be solved by myself and supported by my household. In my family, I am the first one who applied and got offers from oversea universities, decided to have an education outside my country surely. But I really don't know how to say my feelings because I am just on the way of preparing. I am not studying there yet. Recently, I felt stressful.<br /><br /></div><div> </div><div>I hope that everything will be all right.</div><div> </div><div> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1494753507986911093-7584004294982592204?l=ophthalmology-visionscience.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Alexia Wuhttps://plus.google.com/103583360475766055226noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1494753507986911093.post-68191830041122451002009-05-05T18:34:00.001+08:002011-06-03T19:32:34.347+08:00New Blogger<span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#6600cc;"><strong> Well...I can write something which happened everyday.</strong></span><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#6600cc;"><strong> Ha ha...That is a wonderful thing for me because I can remember the memories which are good if I write down that things.</strong></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#6600cc;"><strong> I hope that will be a good start.</strong></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1494753507986911093-6819183004112245100?l=ophthalmology-visionscience.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Alexia Wuhttps://plus.google.com/103583360475766055226noreply@blogger.com0